Bizarre Feelings of Mine..

An eccentric of me..

Just don't know why??!I got an unusual feeling.Neither feeling well nor bad. It's just kind of nasty or pathetic feeling. I'm just so confusing about myself. Maybe of some reasons...The return of parents from Brunei??Lost of Her??Registration incomplete?? Feeling that i had just fall into a deep and dark well, thinking of what things to be done first. Maybe I'm going to sick?? Last night, i was just like so ordinary without this kind of feeling celebrating Ah Kang's Birthday. Today, when i was celebrating my dad's birthday, i was like totally out of family's world. Shouldn't i be in the cloud nine?? Anyway, i think it's time to have some work so that i'm able to go without these weird feelings. I'm not Emo then. Anyway, Happy Birthday to my Beloved dad and Vincent Voon YiKang!!

Miserable Life

It's a miserable and tough week for me...

I have to wake up early so that my sister able to go for work. I have to be in the Dragon Traffic Jam in such an early morning though my eyes are still not totally awake. I was like a newborn baby driving a car. Damn it...I can't go back to sleep as i need to paint the wall of the fence as i will face the music if i don't. Went out with Chewy in the afternoon as we got so much time to spend. Done with snooker, gaming, and loitering around. I just got back from OT in Khong Fah since the boss offer me to do him a favor. Damn exhausted...Bedtime...zZZ

Hers leaving...

You're not Alone...

Micheal u cheat me for being not alone now. I'm so alone online in my room using hers. My parents were not at home as they are in Miri now. What am i gonna do? I'm thinking of her as she is in the bus boarding to Miri. My mind is full of her thinking of accompany her giving her a huge hug without letting her to realize the meaning of cold and lonely. I miss you until my mind squeeze like the juice machine. She is going for a week as i'm left few days in Kuching. Few days before, i was having gathering in Gk's house. It was the gathering made for their Uni's but turn up for primary's. I felt really an amazed that she was willing to accompany me there as it was the night that we supposed having our own world since we argue it for a long period. I was so Happy as we finally get to gather alike few years ago. I finally met Him, TTC since we have not meet for 3 years. This was about the 4th time he back from NZ. I brought him to scorpion and cyber to flashback what we had before while we are still immature. So, i have to fulfill my Holidays with my beloved her and my friends since i got the opportunity to be in Kuching. You're not alone.....I'll be there for YOU!! Thanks her and all my friends...Later going kenyalang for bball..with my friends whom i didn't meet them for years ady..gonna enjoy...